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Original: 6/10/2006 12:57 PM
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Saturday, June 10, 2006

 
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The Reason
By Hoobastank
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I was a bitch today.

I can't beleive how horrible I was.Is that what I really am like?Am I a bitch?Seriously?How could I do that to her?She's supposed to be one of my closest friends.And my behaviour was totally uncalled for.

I don't even know when or how or why  it started.All I know is that I acted like a bloody snobbish artificial bitch.

What the hell is wrong with me?

I couldn't even stop myself.Half of me was yelling at myself-telling me to shut up and keep still and the other half played little miss artificial bitch to the best -or,in this case,the worst of my ability.

Almost as though I suffer from MPD or something.

And that's all I can think about now.

What the hell is wrong with me?

Who am I,really.

Little Miss Anne,the class sweeheart?Or a snobbish,boastful,selfish bitch?

How do I find out?I feel so utterly lost.And shattered inside.What could have caused me to behave so horribly?And will she ever forgive ,me?I don't even know myself anymore.

Hell.I don't know anything anymore.

 Posted 6/10/2006 12:57 PM - 79 Views - 16 eProps - 19 comments

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Thanks hun! We have all been bitches even to our very best of friends before. ˆt happens. Atleats you knw you did it and are sorry. Most people dont realize how shady they were until years later if ever. I am sure things will work out.
Posted 6/11/2006 5:44 AM by xglowingbrunettex - reply

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yikes... hey... what happened? what you  did  can never be undone

ok?

I think you should think what you can do now rather what you have done :)

it been a while since you've posted...

hope your ok

peace!

Posted 6/12/2006 4:20 AM by ArchaicGlint - reply

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hey... p.s.

where did you chat box  go?

Posted 6/12/2006 4:23 AM by ArchaicGlint - reply

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wow! your summer sounds like it's been really great so far...the only things that have been happening around here is that my friend Caton that i told you about before i think...i don't member has been here since the 9th and she leaves tomorrow, we've had a lot of fun...and then yea drivers ed, so yea that's not really so great...but at least that means i get my license in december so yea...and Saturday the 17th i'm leaving for new orleans with this group to do releive work and then in July i'm going to Durango colorado and then caton's coming back down, and basicly all i've done is been with friends and drivers ed..

IDK about alexander....I have no opinion on him at all...my mind went totally  blank....

keep in touch...

Mandalain Danay

Posted 6/15/2006 12:48 AM by angelsrfalling - reply

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OMGosh you updated.  What is this now once every 2 months!?!?!?  HAHA  California was pretty awesome the weather was hot, but not humid like in the midwest.

And I think you're right about not buying a new TV.  Maybe if I was loaded, but obviously I'm not so maybe in a few years.

And no I haven't seen the Da Vinci Code, yet.  I will though soon.  Theres a lot of good movies out now and I haven't seen any of them.  Have you seen any good ones lately?

About your post I honestly don't think you could possibly be a bitch if you realize later you were acting like one and feel bad about.  Some people are bitches and some people just sparatically act like bitches.  Which is normal cause they feel bad later.

I don't know what was really going on, but just talk to your friend honestly, if you haven't already.  Real friends can get in arguments and makeup.  And if you're this upset about what you said I'm sure you're real friends.

Posted 6/15/2006 11:57 PM by crazziii_me - reply

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well, i think ya are just beeing' honest to urself nd excepting' ur mistake.. which very less ppl do. i'm sure ur friend will understand ya.. besdies which all this arguments do happend between friends'..ya don't have to blame ur self nd creep about it.. if ur feeling worse then do talk with her'..> hope ya have a good time friends. seeya

sm

Posted 6/22/2006 1:49 AM by marvelsms - reply

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umm..........

hello miss gray.

how has it been with you.

you know you can be a bitch some times considering the fact that its you, but i guess somwhere deep inside you i think you've got some humanity left in you , the rest being consumed by dracula syaoran. any way u've got to check out nymph's site. that kaka guy is soooo cute and he is soo mine.!!!!!!!!!

well have a wonderful bitchsbian day.

Posted 6/26/2006 1:47 AM by abegaillam - reply

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lol . you know what i meant. c ya later aligator.

byeeeeeeeeeee.

lotsa love ,

abby

ps:try updatin once in a while. it makes these comments worthwhile.

Posted 6/26/2006 1:49 AM by abegaillam - reply

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Hi sorry it's been so long, how are you? I like the pic of the blossom trees at the top, very pretty!
Posted 6/28/2006 4:33 AM by ikklegem - reply

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Thanks! Happy early b-day to you. I had a ncie b-day dinenr at my bros yesterday. WE lite off fireworks and watched a movie. Then i went out w/my friends to the 24 hr coffe shop to hang out. Tomorrow my family is coming up for the fourht of july so i might celebrate with them too. What r ur bday plans? What are you having test done for??? i hope ur ok.
Posted 7/3/2006 8:36 PM by xglowingbrunettex - reply

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Happy birthday for tomorrow, I hope you have a great day and get lots of nice pressies!! Poppy sends you a doggy kiss!
Posted 7/4/2006 6:10 AM by ikklegem - reply

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Wow that has got to be the longest reply I've ever gotten from anybody.  And heck now I know where you are from.  w00t! 

And for whatever you were/are in the hospital for I hope it all comes out okay.  I've been in the hospital a few times last year and it was never a fun experience so if you wanna talk you know I'm hear to listen.

And as far as government goes I think the US has or had a pretty good idea of how to do it semi correctly with 3 different branches supposed to be stopping anyone from becoming too powerful and ruining everything.  But I dunno the people in the government now seem to have developed the idea that they're the only ones that matter and the rest of the country is nothing but numbers.  I'd just like to throw them all out and start anew with that have some idea of what the real world is like.

Indian government seems interesting.  Honestly I have no idea what type of government that is.  The idea that someone came come from nothing and change things sounds really sweet.  Although the fact that criminals can become elected officals doesn't sound so. . . ugh. . . sweet, I guess.  But I dunno its the government it can't help but be flawed.

Oh and Happy early Birthday.  :) What are you gunna do for your 20th?

Posted 7/4/2006 7:32 PM by crazziii_me - reply

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things went great...and now i'm leaving sunday for durango....me and micheala are going to be roomies....lol i can't wait...it's okay i do things like that a lot lol...but yea...things happen....lol so yea keep in touch kk....

Mandalain Danay

Posted 7/5/2006 3:38 PM by angelsrfalling - reply

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hey...sorry i havnt been her....but nothin wrong with u...sometimes u hit the last straw with friends...even your closest friends....of course i dont know the story so if u want me help..tell me the story....ok....im here for you...much love

sid

Posted 7/14/2006 2:35 AM by Sylverflame - reply

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Geez are you still alive?
Posted 7/15/2006 1:20 AM by crazziii_me - reply

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hey update man.

please.

gah wats the use of havin a site when u don even update.

i know u must be very busy with fanfics and all but a hi wud do you know!!!!!!!!

lotsa love ,

abby.

Posted 7/15/2006 5:53 AM by abegaillam - reply

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hey...its ok....sorry i didnt get back to ya sooner....i really am...but ne way...lets stop apologizin shall we....how have u been lately u didnt really tell me how u were...so yeah....how r ya....well i g2g....lots of love....

sid

Posted 8/7/2006 5:40 PM by Sylverflame - reply

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Thats okay that you couldn't see my page.  I don't know what was up with that.  And I've been off the net for a little bit too.  I just moved to California and just realized my computer has wireless internet.  HAHA  I've been here for over a week how sad is that.

And yeah a lot of people can't see what they're writing on my page.  Dunno why!?!?!?

Anyway what have you been up to?

Posted 8/9/2006 1:16 AM by crazziii_me - reply

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y dont u jus say sorry to her.. i guess tht shud be fine.. cos u said she's ur b.frnd.. she'll for sure understand..
Posted 8/15/2006 12:54 AM by makachillo - reply


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