| | I was a bitch today.
I can't beleive how horrible I was.Is that what I really am like?Am I a bitch?Seriously?How could I do that to her?She's supposed to be one of my closest friends.And my behaviour was totally uncalled for.
I don't even know when or how or why it started.All I know is that I acted like a bloody snobbish artificial bitch.
What the hell is wrong with me?
I couldn't even stop myself.Half of me was yelling at myself-telling me to shut up and keep still and the other half played little miss artificial bitch to the best -or,in this case,the worst of my ability.
Almost as though I suffer from MPD or something.
And that's all I can think about now.
What the hell is wrong with me?
Who am I,really.
Little Miss Anne,the class sweeheart?Or a snobbish,boastful,selfish bitch?
How do I find out?I feel so utterly lost.And shattered inside.What could have caused me to behave so horribly?And will she ever forgive ,me?I don't even know myself anymore.
Hell.I don't know anything anymore. |
| | Posted 6/10/2006 12:57 PM - 79 Views - 16 eProps - 19 comments
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